Lauren Goodger admits she has “mixed feelings” as she enjoys first baby-free night in two years

Lauren Goodger has admitted she has “mixed feelings” about leaving her daughter Larose as she heads off on her first baby-free night in two years.

Lauren shared on Instagram on Saturday that she was worried about going out without Larose, 14 months, telling her fans that she “wouldn’t be going if it wasn’t my best pal’s 30th”.

The former TOWIE star, 35, welcomed Larose in July last year and just eight weeks later she revealed that she was expecting her second daughter with Charles Drury, with the baby sadly dying shortly after she was born.

Mom's thoughts: Lauren Goodger has admitted she has

Mom’s thoughts: Lauren Goodger has admitted she has “mixed feelings” about leaving her daughter Larose as she heads off on her first baby-free night in two years

Lauren “found me” through a horrible few months where her ex Jake Paul was lost, her second daughter died and she was attacked on the day of Lorena’s funeral.

As she tried to return to some semblance of normality after her recent ordeal, Lauren shared a video of Larose crawling around the living room as she considered leaving the tot with her mum Cheryl.

She wrote: “I’ve never been to a party or out and have never left Larose before. But the time has come where I have to start making contacts… [sic]

‘She’s over 1 year now and I’m not pregnant after 2 years haha’.

My girl: Lauren shared on Instagram on Saturday that she was worried about leaving without Larose, 14 months, telling her fans that she

My girl: Lauren shared on Instagram on Saturday that she was worried about leaving without Larose, 14 months, telling her fans that she “wouldn’t be going if it wasn’t my best pal’s 30th”.

Sharing their conflicting thoughts as she headed out, Lauren continued, “Nanny’s a babysitter so I get to chill like she used to with her and I wouldn’t go if it wasn’t my best buddies.” 30 would be!!

“I have mixed feelings but I know it’s healthy, it’s her bedtime in 5 hours but I can’t wait to get home and miss her already.”

Despite her initial doubts, Lauren soon plunged into her date preparations, sharing a glamorous snap of herself alongside the caption, “I’ve been waiting for the day I can do my makeup properly!!!!

Saturday night: As she tried to return to some semblance of normality after her recent ordeal, Lauren shared a video of Larose crawling around the living room as she considered leaving the tot with her mum Cheryl

Saturday night: As she tried to return to some semblance of normality after her recent ordeal, Lauren shared a video of Larose crawling around the living room as she considered leaving the tot with her mum Cheryl

Reflecting: She wrote:'I've never been to a party or out and I've never left Larose before. But the time has come where I have to start making contacts... [sic]'She's over 1 year now and I'm not pregnant after 2 years haha'

Reflecting: She wrote: ‘I’ve never been to a party or out and I’ve never left Larose before. But the time has come where I have to start making contacts… [sic] ‘She’s over 1 year now and I’m not pregnant after 2 years haha’

“I was a mess when I was pregnant, now my skin and glow are coming back! Make-up lasts so much better.

The TV personality also shared a glimpse of her outfit, in which she wore a taupe dress with a pink Chanel clutch bag.

To enjoy her evening, Lauren shared a series of pouting clips of herself, writing: “Sorry for the story spam tonight, my first baby free party in two years.”

Stunner: Despite her initial doubts, Lauren soon plunged into her preparations for going out, sharing a glamorous snap of herself alongside the caption,

Stunner: Despite her initial doubts, Lauren soon plunged into her preparations for going out, sharing a glamorous snap of herself alongside the caption, “I’ve been waiting for this day when I can do my makeup properly!!!”

All Dressed: The TV personality also shared a glimpse of her outfit, in which she wore a taupe dress with a pink Chanel clutch bag

All Dressed: The TV personality also shared a glimpse of her outfit, in which she wore a taupe dress with a pink Chanel clutch bag

Party time: Lauren went on to enjoy her evening, sharing a series of pouty clips of herself and writing:

Party time: Lauren went on to enjoy her evening, sharing a series of pouty clips of herself and writing: “Sorry for the story spam tonight, my first baby free party in two years.”

Lauren tragically lost her newborn baby Lorena due to complications during her birth in July.

She was allegedly attacked on the day of her baby’s funeral. Her boyfriend Charles Drury, 25, was later arrested after the incident and released on bail.

She went through a “terrible hurricane” related to the deaths of Lorena and her ex-boyfriend Jake McLean – who lost his life when his car plunged 70ft off a cliff in Turkey in July.

Lauren recently penned a touching post following the tragic death of her newborn daughter.

She admitted she was “heartbroken” after the tragedy and said she will one day write a book to help others who may be going through the same thing.

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‘I’m heartbroken at this terrible time of pain’: Lauren recently penned a moving post following the tragic death of her newborn daughter

“Just want to say thank you everyone for the support, I’m broken,” Lauren wrote on her Instagram Stories.

“One day I will write my second book and tell my story of everything I’ve been through when I’m old. And hopefully it can be someone’s survival guide.”

Lauren published her first book, Secrets of an Essex Girl, in 2013.

Open: The influencer admitted she was

Open: The influencer admitted she was “heartbroken” after the tragedy and said she will one day write a book to help others who may be going through the same thing

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